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  • Happy New Year – Heart-Strutter.org
    Year This is the obligatory new year post but more than that it s also a step towards completing some crazy goals this year I have resumed my 101 goals in 1001 days likely because I was feeling very positive that day I ve been having some crazy days recently but that s way off topic Yesyes well I will have a lot to do this year I have to blog every single motherfuhreaking day take a photo that summarizes my day every day and a portrait of myself every day not necessarily my face Can I do all that every day for one whole year At the moment I feel very doubtful but energized and motivated to have a daily chore if you will something interesting to do I m hoping with time taking photos and writing daily will become as natural as brushing my teeth and taking my pills I already took pictures of myself with a bunch o family and photos that I think explains the day Now I m blogging That s one day down 364 Feb 29 excluded more to go I most definitely will edit this post to attach two photos There will typically be two photos per post now unless I do a end of the week summary and shit XD I have a whole year to figure out how I want to work this thing out Oh yes we had dinner last night at Sambi a Japanese restaurant in Downey We stayed there until slightly past midnight When we left we danced our way out lmao In a single file line Lmao We passed through the dance floor and danced with the peeps there It was nice Afterward we all headed to Elle s house for the prizes The prizes were 100

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2008/01/01/309/happy-new-year/ (2016-04-26)
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  • Quickly, Hastily, A Rushed Endeavor – Heart-Strutter.org
    Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Quickly Hastily A Rushed Endeavor It s been a very long time since I have written a post here Honestly I just have not had the time This year has been nothing short of a head spinning vomit inducing whirlwind Basically quite the ride Ugh it just feels good to write In a way that so few things do It s a solitary endeavor and there aren t many of those these days to go around I may have even forgotten how to do things on my own Time s ticking and it s precious So I will say that this blog post on career change really just incited my desire to post There are so many things I want in life that finding the right path among many seems hard At this stage it s still hard to know if the path I have taken is the right one Basically I m going back to school I start October 7 as a full time student at FIDM to get an AA in Merchandise Marketing It s a 9 month program and there is plenty of career counseling help on campus I know right An AA after a Bachelor s It s not entirely unheard of and becoming a more prevalent phenomena I don t have the time to delve into the statistics or my reasons for tacking on a chunk of new school loans but my fingers are crossed this is the path My main concern is earning enough money from whatever my work situation ends up being to pay for expenses It s REALLY hard going from a really high entry level early stages mid career salary to like 0 money Anyway my MAIN reason for posting is this About The Author Caribou Honig is a founding partner of QED Investors His investments span an array of technology companies with a particular focus on data driven marketing next generation banking and the reinvention of insurance Caribou holds a bachelor s degree in Physics and Philosophy from Harvard University an MBA from the Darden School of Business and a JD from the University of Virginia School of Law He and his wife have two children an annoying dog and one evil cat That s from the blog post I read This guy got a bachelor s in Philosophy just like me le gasp went on to get his MBA and then did not stop there He got a JD as well Holy moly this guy is impressive Basically just seeing something like that makes me go OK it s totally fine to keep going to school even if well what you re doing is not necessarily 100 directly related to school My GOALS DREAMS etc go something like this Get an AA to motivate me to go back to school and get the hang of the admissions process and

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2015/09/03/26094/quickly-hastily-a-rushed-endeavor/ (2016-04-26)
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  • Notebooks, Books, Paper – Heart-Strutter.org
    paper But what I have the most of is paper As you well know So I came across not 1 or 2 diaries but FIFTEEN Most of my old diaries are incomplete or blank and even reiterations of one another as I used to update each diary on the same night as if each one were an individual friend The oldest diary I found is from 2000 One might be older but I didn t bother looking at the dates A lot of writing happened in the year 2001 when I was 12 and mostly I wrote about learning HTML and all my numerous websites and how I was meeting web designers online etc Most of the diaries can be saved because the majority of the pages are blank and I m sure I can use some of them right But the almost complete ones the diaries whose purpose has been fulfilled I m finding it extremely hard to let go I can t bring myself to throw them away And I know it s because I treasure the past so much when I should instead be looking to the future But memories mean so much to me and I don t know what to do Reading things about my past recalls a time when I was a little bit more unaware of the world a little more focused on creation and creativity and my most extreme worry was learning tables now defunct frames and Paintshop Pro 7 I just want to be there in those moments again The present feels so wrought with worry that I can t even express it The possibility of youth just seems so dwindled I m even crying right now I think the romance in letters only comes from distance We see each other every day share our life every day but we have to concern ourselves with dishes and walking the dog and real things Time is moving too quickly I don t want to focus on real things I want to focus on the enjoyment there rarely seems to be time for anymore I know they re just diaries I know they re the past But I like looking back at written history and remembering All those small insignificant things I wrote about I made a friend today I went to Knott s Berry Farm etc seem so much more monumental because I otherwise would never have remembered And my appreciation for those captured memories is too great It s hard living a minimal life But I know once I get rid of some of these excesses then it will be easier to focus on the present and to an extent look to the future to find my joy For example instead of being inundated by 200 books if I had a collection of 20 it would be easier to go pick out a book and say Ah I know this is something I am going to enjoy reading The less mess

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2015/09/17/26098/notebooks-books-paper/ (2016-04-26)
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  • Throes – Heart-Strutter.org
    new posts by email Email Address Random Posts When Words Fail Excuse The Mess Virtue In The Mood For Love Your task is not to seek for love but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it September 2015 S M T W T F S Jul Oct 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Throes I m trying not to go into full fledged meltdown here One step at a time works but only to the extent that you actually know where you re going And I feel like I m flailing my arms about not knowing where my next step is supposed to be In two weeks I go back to school Period For the first three months I will be able to work at any full time job that allows me to take Thursdays off Which practically eliminates any respectable paying job right off the bat So I m stressed definitely Also I can t underestimate how many projects or assignments I might have in my classes so working a job with extremely odd hours also somehow stresses me out It just seems to me the whole point of going to school is to work and earn

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2015/09/23/26102/throes/ (2016-04-26)
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  • People I Know – Heart-Strutter.org
    S M T W T F S Jul Oct 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal People I Know While I ve been a complete hermit and recluse this entire year I do admit I know some people While I m not as close to this lovely lady as I wish I were I m still looking to her as a source of inspiration A lot of questions come to mind when looking at this For starters why did it take her 5 years to complete her Bachelor s degree Then it s like OK she thought she was going to be a teacher and she did teach 2 months short of 5 years Then boom she s in law school To my knowledge teachers don t earn very much in the beginning So aside from knowing her family is well off how did she pay for law school Where did that decision come about Anyway I feel like her teaching credential is similar to my personal equivalent of this A A I m currently pursuing I just feel like I need to figure out what my game plan is going to be I don t want to waste time years waiting to spring into action But anyway

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2015/09/23/26104/people-i-know/ (2016-04-26)
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  • Virtue – Heart-Strutter.org
    Movies in 2007 150 Movies in 2008 150 Movies in 2009 150 Movies in 2010 150 Movies in 2011 Contact Form Favorite Movies Favorite Quotes Movies Night Diving Ryan s 101 goals in 1001 days Search for Subscribe to Blog via Email Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email Email Address Random Posts Investments The X 08 Line up Revealed Riddoch phenomenon Accumulation Burrrrrrrrrrrrrrn Out July 2015 S M T W T F S Jun Sep 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Virtue In the place of incalculable losses you would gain a sick weak unsociable

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2015/07/19/26088/virtue/ (2016-04-26)
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  • Soren. – Heart-Strutter.org
    Days 150 Movies in 2007 150 Movies in 2008 150 Movies in 2009 150 Movies in 2010 150 Movies in 2011 Contact Form Favorite Movies Favorite Quotes Movies Night Diving Ryan s 101 goals in 1001 days Search for Subscribe to Blog via Email Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email Email Address Random Posts Shriek and scream much too horrified to speak I ll Be Leaving Soon Time Lapse Latest Goals Back from LV June 2015 S M T W T F S May Jul 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Soren I am so fed

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2015/06/09/26076/soren/ (2016-04-26)
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  • Fiction – Heart-Strutter.org
    my heart out But always I write cautiously or vaguely Content About Archives Challenges 101 Goals In 1001 Days 150 Movies in 2007 150 Movies in 2008 150 Movies in 2009 150 Movies in 2010 150 Movies in 2011 Contact Form Favorite Movies Favorite Quotes Movies Night Diving Ryan s 101 goals in 1001 days Search for Subscribe to Blog via Email Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email Email Address Random Posts Aelyria Lost Causes Wicked Lovely January OOTDs When You Just June 2015 S M T W T F S May Jul 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Fiction The philsopher who could not philosophize feared that his children would inherit from him the sad gifts that were his treasure and his curse To be thin skinned farsighted and loose tongued he said is to feel too sharply see too clearly speak too freely It is to be vulnerable to the world when the world believes itself invulnerable to understand its mutability when it thinks itself immutable to sense what s coming before others sense it to know that the barbarian future is tearing down the gates of the present while others cling to the

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2015/06/13/26080/fiction/ (2016-04-26)
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