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  • Watch This – Heart-Strutter.org
    In 1001 Days 150 Movies in 2007 150 Movies in 2008 150 Movies in 2009 150 Movies in 2010 150 Movies in 2011 Contact Form Favorite Movies Favorite Quotes Movies Night Diving Ryan s 101 goals in 1001 days Search for Subscribe to Blog via Email Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email Email Address Random Posts Don t Make Me Do This Again Catharsis Start the Revolution ROJO the safest place to hide Oh Dear God June 2015 S M T W T F S May Jul 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Watch This In list format just because List from 6 3 15 posted and updated 6 17 15 because busy Will update as completed Things I Want to Watch Netflix s Daredevil Netflix s Sense 8 Hannibal catch up on Season 2 Season 3 starts this month Spy Love Mercy Testament of Youth Tu Dors Nicole A Pigeon Sat on a Branch Reflecting on Existence When Marnie Was There Madame Bovery despite the mediocre reviews because it s a period film Me and Earl and the Dying Girl Re watch A Girl Walks Home Alone At Night w my baby boo D Lee

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  • Tears – Heart-Strutter.org
    Email Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email Email Address Random Posts FNW Wed Inevitably Nordstrom Anniversary Sale Embrace May 2015 S M T W T F S Apr Jun 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Tears Now and again I crave a Lover s brew despite the bitter note that follows through close my eyes and taste the fantasy knowing well and good it does deceive but dawn it coaxes certain phrases out turn on the light fore magic burneth out and in the dark you ll see whats meant to be is only marrow s error and a plea to fall away leave me in an almost state of grace and when its through i ll be just another ghost to you now as it is we ll part as deities do we ll kiss and pay respect where love is due because we ve reached the edge of paradise before we ve tasted fruit that does entice we fall away leave me in an almost state of grace and when its through i ll be just another ghost to you but then i think of just how brave you are a child that

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  • a dazzling illusion empty of all perception… – Heart-Strutter.org
    150 Movies in 2008 150 Movies in 2009 150 Movies in 2010 150 Movies in 2011 Contact Form Favorite Movies Favorite Quotes Movies Night Diving Ryan s 101 goals in 1001 days Search for Subscribe to Blog via Email Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email Email Address Random Posts The New Hampshire Debate Twitter Updates for 2007 12 25 My Favorite Silhouette What s in your heart Sway Me Gently Burn Me Slowly May 2015 S M T W T F S Apr Jun 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal a dazzling illusion empty of all perception Philip Roth Probably one of the most beautiful quotes I ve ever read However it does make for a very strong and convincing argument that opposes my own thoughts regarding this terribly significant business of other people and reality I m fairly convinced that my reality is merely my perception of it But what this quote is saying is that that is really a dazzling illusion empty of all perception and misperception Because people are more complex and difficult from what is perceived People have so many interior workings and invisible aims that never even glimpse the surface

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  • Last Night I Sang – Heart-Strutter.org
    in 2011 Contact Form Favorite Movies Favorite Quotes Movies Night Diving Ryan s 101 goals in 1001 days Search for Subscribe to Blog via Email Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email Email Address Random Posts Strong Intent On Dropping Me Back Down Expending Simultaneous Full Compliance I Think It s Going To Rain Today May 2015 S M T W T F S Apr Jun 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Last Night I Sang I m fighting myself I know I am One minute I want to remember The next minute I want to

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  • Addict for dramatics. – Heart-Strutter.org
    should you But truthfully life isn t that kind of beautiful perfect Life is beautiful because it is imperfect it harbors change and evolution it s a moving picture not a static photo Honestly I think this particular post was spawned by a friend who hopefully won t mind my quoting I also feel like I ve been censoring my writing more because I want to appear happy This is because I actually am happy but I ve been ignoring my other emotions I guess I felt it s been too happy a time for anything to go wrong Right Life is just supposed to be happy otherwise we are not succeeding at it But why It takes a smart man to know he has failed but a wise one to admit it Admitting makes it real So often failure and hardship is only temporary so why admit it asks the smart ass man Maybe I m just saying that problems of the first world variety deserve as much expression as the truly hard problems After all our individual truly hard is relative and different Some people could survive one thing over the other You push a bird off a cliff and instead it soars Or slide a flapping fish into the water We re all differently made Writing about the things we cannot survive even temporarily is acceptable so long as the writing caters to you and no one else Writing isn t a show or a showcase when it s honest So I ve hung a portrait of a girl that listens to music and loves film and fashion but that s halfway dishonest I m also a girl that needs guiding authority but can t follow orders a girl that is suddenly unsure about her passions a girl that internalizes everything then explodes like a firecracker a girl whose first loving relationship is far from perfect life is not that storybook All firsts require trial and error So here it is For a month I haven t been working For longer I ve been struggling with sometimes debilitating depression again These situations are not new which make them harder to excuse Shouldn t someone learn from their mistakes not repeat them But I think my record s hit a crooked groove and it s repeating the same line all over again It s like I ve been transported back to 2012 when I was depressed and not working for a period of six months This can go two ways you fall down and rise up again But when you fall again you re falling from higher ground Splat Like a second attempted suicide from a better height The second time it s a harder fall The silver lining at least you know what to expect and you know what it takes to get back up stay down It s going to be harder because you re trying hard to retrace steps but hopefully not end up back

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  • The End of the World – Heart-Strutter.org
    the End of the World last night after having begun it in January Admittedly it took me at least 4 times of rereading the first few chapters and I even attempted going the audiobook route While at first it was hard to get into the novel by the end I was completely enthralled and I was biting my nails to see if the end would match my hope I m not really certain if I am supposed to like the ending but I did immensely because I felt some sort of agreement to the end decision by the character The novel alternates between two different worlds that for the most part seem entirely unconnected One takes place in a futuristic sort of place and the other in an isolated island of sorts that is completely enclosed to the reality outside it The former seems to be the main story while the latter was actually my preferred I enjoyed the strange basic island in which there was no music no enjoyment but also no pain no struggle In many ways this second world was someone s version of a stripped down Utopian society I m not sure I have much of note to say about the futuristic world because it was just the driver for moving the plot along and connecting the two worlds together The connection comes very late in the novel so for some might be a surprise Yet whilst with sorrow here we live opprest What life is best The two quotes above come from Francis Bacon s poem Life I found the first quote scribbled on a scrap piece of paper which prompted me to read the poem again It presents a similar idea as the novel in my interpretation of it Only where there is disillusionment and depression and sorrow does happiness arise without the despair of loss there is no hope Haruki Murakami Hard Boiled Wonderland and the End of the World While this is supposed to be a convincing reason to live I m not convinced I m not so sure happiness is worth the trade I don t value happiness all that highly to be willing to accept disillusionment depression sorrow despair Those feel worse than happiness feels good Or otherwise I have not known such happiness Most human activities are predicated on the assumption that life goes on If you take that premise away what is there left Hard Boiled Wonderland and the End of the World It s true I feel like the driver for many of my activities depend on the fact that I will still be here tomorrow I do today what I must only because otherwise I d be fucking over my tomorrow It s not a fantastic way to live but it does force my hand to act rather than remain inert But if there were no tomorrow I feel an alternative is an eternity within our minds with no timeline a self containing bubble where nothing

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  • Last Page – Heart-Strutter.org
    me but few would call it existence at all It just doesn t seem ideal especially not to someone as grounded as the Shadow The Shadow represents the burdens and weights of reality You yourself created this Town You made everything here The Wall the River the Woods the Library the Gate everything Even this Pool I ve known all along Then why did you not tell me sooner Because you d only have left me here like this Because your rightful world is there outside My shadow sits down in the snow and shakes his head from side to side But you won t listen will you I have responsibilities I say I cannot forsake the people and places I have created I know I do you a terrible wrong And yes perhaps I wrong myself too But I must see out the consequences of my own doings This is my world The Wall is here to hold me in the River flows through me the smoke is me burning I must know why My shadow rises and stares at the calm surface of the Pool He stands motionless amid the fall snow Neither of us says a word White puffs of breath issue from our mouths I cannot stop you admits my shadow Maybe you can t die here but you will not be living You will merely exist There is no why in a world that would be perfect in itself Nor is surviving in the Woods anything like you imagine You ll be trapped for all eternity I am not so sure I say Nor can you be A little by little I will recall things People and places from our former world different qualities of light different songs And as I remember I may find

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  • Next – Heart-Strutter.org
    Archives Challenges 101 Goals In 1001 Days 150 Movies in 2007 150 Movies in 2008 150 Movies in 2009 150 Movies in 2010 150 Movies in 2011 Contact Form Favorite Movies Favorite Quotes Movies Night Diving Ryan s 101 goals in 1001 days Search for Subscribe to Blog via Email Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email Email Address Random Posts Twilight Take Cover We Are Surely Not Worthy Protected you may read this You can see that life s for us to talk about May 2015 S M T W T F S Apr Jun 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Next The book I will begin next is Oracle Night by Paul Auster Several months into his recovery from a near fatal illness novelist Sidney Orr enters a stationery shop in Brooklyn and buys a blue notebook It is September 18 1982 and for the next nine days Orr will live under the spell of this blank book trapped inside a world of eerie premonitions and bewildering events that threaten to destroy his marriage and undermine his faith in reality Paul Auster s mesmerizing eleventh novel reads like an old fashioned ghost story But

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