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  • // TYPE – Heart-Strutter.org
    I write cautiously or vaguely Content About Archives Challenges 101 Goals In 1001 Days 150 Movies in 2007 150 Movies in 2008 150 Movies in 2009 150 Movies in 2010 150 Movies in 2011 Contact Form Favorite Movies Favorite Quotes Movies Night Diving Ryan s 101 goals in 1001 days Search for Subscribe to Blog via Email Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email Email Address Random Posts The Physics of Immortality In The Mood For Love In Search of the Object One Minute Hung Up December 2014 S M T W T F S Nov Jan 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2014/12/06/25880/type/ (2016-04-26)
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  • Niceties. – Heart-Strutter.org
    The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Niceties I have just one mandatory gift left to attain this holiday season Luckily this one isn t until the 24th However I have to say I probably had the most perfect gift ideas for every single member of my family except the one person I did get for the family Secret Santa Like really I was thinking about this weeks in advance all the different lovely things I could get for any one of my aunts But I didn t get them for Secret Santa How horrible However I feel I do owe it to my Secret Santa to get the best possible most thoughtful gift I feel like some of the guys in the family really get kind of overlooked because it s so hard to get them anything they might like As I was looking at gift guides I came across the most amazing one on Allure com except it s completely unhelpful for my current gift giving predicament However I found the curator of the list designer of her eponymous line Jenni Kayne to have impeccable taste And for that I must share this list Mast Brothers chocolate Ugh amazing Cire Trudon anything Ugh amazing In fact last year my mom asked me straight up what I wanted for Christmas I asked for a Cire Trudon candle 100 For a candle She was a little incredulous at the value of such an item But let me tell you worth it So worth it The candle is sometimes lit at the foyer table on special days only as in

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2014/12/16/25885/niceties/ (2016-04-26)
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  • Invention – Heart-Strutter.org
    blog and receive notifications of new posts by email Email Address Random Posts I Say Fridayyy Quotes Tape Recorder Happy New Year December 2014 S M T W T F S Nov Jan 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Invention Impossible I realize to enter another s solitude If it is true that we can ever come to know another human being even to a small degree it is only to the extent that he is willing to make himself known A man will say I am cold Or else he will say nothing and we will see him shivering Either way we will know that he is cold But what of the man who says nothing and does not shiver Where all is intractable here all is hermetic and evasive one can do no more than observe But whether one can make sense of what he observes is another matter entirely Paul Auster The Invention of Solitude I had the lovely opportunity of reading a novel by Paul Auster earlier this year Man in the Dark and I don t think I have finished a book that quickly in quite some time I in fact have not read anything in its entirety for quite some

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2014/12/31/25907/invention/ (2016-04-26)
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  • Claw Point – Heart-Strutter.org
    Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Claw Point The year has yet to end There s still a month and a half left to 2014 Yet it seems like this year has been monumentally and inexplicably tirelessly never ending In this one year I managed to sell my Bimmer get an Audi move into a condo in a new city got offered a raise promotion resigned worked two jobs for a short period of time then got a brand new job in a different industry altogether Yet right now I feel bored Suddenly work is over at 5 on the dot There isn t anything pending no phone calls to expect no stressors during my spare time And so I am bored Despite the fact that I m now technically in the fashion industry But fashion is so rarely fun in a work environment where you re too busy to check the fashion blogs collections and news You get this feeling that people are just working rather than living and breathing fashion And right now my work flow is not really my own I m being taught how to start a project that I will eventually take over for the duration of the next collection Resort deliveries 1 and 2 And eh it s just blasé I miss my work flow in produce Things were desperately urgent then And I had my own contacts and my own tasks And we were out of there by 2 pm And I mean I dunno I guess I should be content that this new job isn t permanent It s a jumping off point But I miss produce pretty badly I haven t managed to create a routine yet Before I would exercise EVERY SINGLE DAY without fail But too many things have changed It s impossible to reclaim what once was I feel like everything moved more quickly then Right now things seem slow and unimportant Before I would go to work work out do something fun sleep then rinse and repeat Now I have no structure And I wake up ungodly late compared to my 4am of yesteryear I wake up at 6 now Work doesn t even start until 8 And what a waste of time I find a one hour lunch to be because I m used to working hard hard hard for 3 hours then munching and browsing the internets for small intervals then working really hard again or working and eating at the same time It s bizarre to set time aside to eat For one whole fucking hour I mean I guess if I ever have errands to

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2014/11/12/25839/claw-point/ (2016-04-26)
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  • Ariel – Heart-Strutter.org
    T F S Oct Dec 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Ariel Black sweet blood mouthfuls Shadows Something else Hauls me through air Thighs hair Flakes from my heels White Godiva I unpeel Dead hands dead stringencies Sylvia Plath Still I have little to nothing to say Things that come to mind I m wearing rag bone from top to bottom I love my outfit today Though I mean it s taken on a lesser meaning One of my coworkers has a profound love for fashion too I can tell The other two that work alongside me are more into fashion photography in a generic sort of way And while I adore them completely I just don t feel I m breathing fashion right now Which is disheartening But my job is fairly easy And I hate easy I feel like I m living some beyond ordinary life right now and it s sickeningly stifling I miss produce Though I m so in the know with fashion that it comes easily to me Maybe too easily Which is why I ve always proclaimed to never want to work in an industry I am passionate about in my spare time It s just not conducive to happiness at

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2014/11/18/25842/ariel/ (2016-04-26)
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  • Turn of Phrase – Heart-Strutter.org
    shouldn t drink coffee on well rested days because then I get antsy And it s been pretty quiet and slow today at the new work Honestly I just can t wait to get out of here so I can head to my barre class I m so excitedddd I only have a few days of my membership left and I totally dropped the ball otherwise Best to make super good use of my remaining days by attending every day Afterward I have 10 classes at another barre place I went to once but the instructor didn t show up Anyway I think I ll be covered on the exercise front for at least the next three weeks I have a dress to fit into by Dec 20th So uhm snacking to a min eating earlier in the day etc I turned into a slob for like a good month And my weight gain is uber quick My body absorbs the calories like craaaay Fucking littleness that I am cursed with hindering me from eating all the food I want Uh I ve been super productive the last few days Lots of exercise And sleeping fairly early So I feel fucking AMAZING My mood is great my energy levels are high my productivity is good except there aren t that many things to do I started talking about produce at the new work today Well more like my old office environment Where things were DIRE and every bit of information meant something There was a lot to interpret and just ugh I thrive off that I miss my old office for sure Even got a text message from the office asking if I knew about a particular file And I just wanted to get involved I feel like I gave up my career for a job But I mean yeah there isn t any going back So the sooner I learn to stop dwelling the sooner I can find another high stress job YES high stress job D Holidays are coming up Good family times Spent all Sunday morning with family and that was much pleasant Uh my writing is basic AF when I m in a good mood I m not inclined to spout positive analogies and elegant expressions I m more the gritty dark expressionist Other things of note Matthew has been on my mind a great deal Which is such a sad sad sad endeavor Give my mind 6 months time and I finally start reacting to events Delayed emotional receptors But also man I fucked up really good on this one Guess that s the theme this year Make decisions that will really alter the course of your life And be really sad about it after the fact Totez I just need to get the fuck over all the things that I want and cannot have Because they re never going to be had That s established But if I could just imagine some other far

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2014/11/24/25852/turn-of-phrase/ (2016-04-26)
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  • Paper Weight – Heart-Strutter.org
    18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Paper Weight I love ridiculous beautifully aesthetic things Lately I ve been craving high quality paper A 19 calendar ecologically produced in Japan using pH balanced and chlorine free paper Postalco Wall Calendar for 2015 on Kaufmann Mercantile Discover Better Products The paper looks to possess a very nice grain and weight based on the photos alone and naturally the minimal aesthetic is appealing because it seems so clean so blank slate so ready for the new year Yesterday I was perusing one of my favorite fashion blogs Fashion Squad when I saw it Le Sac en Papier A seemingly innocuous bag made of paper masquerading as catch all trash can holder of things but more importantly brilliant design Let s for one second forget about her deliciously beautiful vintage Bertoia Diamond Chairs and the delicate BRASS nesting coffee tables to focus on the PAPER BAG in the far corner of her home I obviously desaturated the whole image save for the bag And notice how just barely noticeable it is How wonderfully the bag seamlessly integrates itself into her home It makes me want it A PAPER BAG With French writing on it self declaring itself for what it is Want the specs 100 recycled natural kraft paper re usable eco friendly Throw a small bin inside

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2014/11/26/25854/paper-weight/ (2016-04-26)
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  • Inferno – Heart-Strutter.org
    to pour my heart out But always I write cautiously or vaguely Content About Archives Challenges 101 Goals In 1001 Days 150 Movies in 2007 150 Movies in 2008 150 Movies in 2009 150 Movies in 2010 150 Movies in 2011 Contact Form Favorite Movies Favorite Quotes Movies Night Diving Ryan s 101 goals in 1001 days Search for Subscribe to Blog via Email Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email Email Address Random Posts Don t Wake Me Up Till Someone Cares Let s Have a Heart to Heart I Can t Feel Anything Anymore Daily Goals Flawless style for achie October 2014 S M T W T F S Sep Nov 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Inferno Nothing ever happened to me nothing ever would happen to me There was nothing for me The future no longer existed for me If my days were to go on like that nothing would separate me from my death nothing Not a thing To be bored is to die My life was dead and yet I had to live It was suicide Others killed themselves with poison or with a revolver I killed myself with minutes

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2014/10/01/25821/inferno/ (2016-04-26)
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