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  • Fall Wishlist – Heart-Strutter.org
    Days 150 Movies in 2007 150 Movies in 2008 150 Movies in 2009 150 Movies in 2010 150 Movies in 2011 Contact Form Favorite Movies Favorite Quotes Movies Night Diving Ryan s 101 goals in 1001 days Search for Subscribe to Blog via Email Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email Email Address Random Posts Drown Your Thoughts Does it matter anyway Still Slightly Sick Currently 001 Exciting News October 2013 S M T W T F S Sep Nov 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Fall Wishlist I m dreaming of grey cast cloudy days

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2013/10/03/22541/fall-wishlist/ (2016-04-26)
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  • Next Year – Heart-Strutter.org
    or vaguely Content About Archives Challenges 101 Goals In 1001 Days 150 Movies in 2007 150 Movies in 2008 150 Movies in 2009 150 Movies in 2010 150 Movies in 2011 Contact Form Favorite Movies Favorite Quotes Movies Night Diving Ryan s 101 goals in 1001 days Search for Subscribe to Blog via Email Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email Email Address Random Posts A Dream and With More Frequency Olivia Palermo and Johannes Huebl Perfection Uh boring Spin Around October 2013 S M T W T F S Sep Nov 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Next Year By early to middle of next year Posted on October 4 2013 October 4 2013 Author Brigitte Categories Life 2 thoughts on Next Year SooJangles says October 4 2013 at 1 48 pm Are you going to be using all those rooms cuz I can take Bedroom 2 if you haven t already given it away you knows cuz I can I ll do it for YOU hehehe gorgeous Reply Brigitte says October 4 2013 at 2 20 pm Dearest Soo You can has it Oh won t you be my neighbor Lol I ve been

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2013/10/04/22561/next-year/ (2016-04-26)
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  • How Long? – Heart-Strutter.org
    is inclined to include insight about happiness the interplay of hope and desire nature as unmasterable chaos the passage of time the pleasures of memory matters of decorum and the way men resemble horses Lmfao Yeah Exactly But can you imagine seven scholars taking seven years to dissect a diary of all things Would not their interest wane over time Or would it only increase If you ve already gone so far why not just go all the way Sadly commitment like this is scarce Interest is so usually transient So this brings me unknowingly to the point I originally wanted to make about the the passing of time with regards to interest It was only by mere chance that I somehow connected the article I read this morning to the topic I will henceforth discuss A few days ago I received a message from someone I met only once Once A year and a half ago I still recall the evening in which we met because it was a ridiculously fun time I was somewhere in the Valley I think with a bunch of people I d never before met in someone s backyard as company to my friend Moonie after we had had dinner Moonie and I quickly parted ways in the backyard as we discovered different people with whom we clicked and cliqued Conversation was out of control amazing I d never met anyone with similar interests passions as mine until that moment let alone a small groupful It was like we were speaking the same language This maybz topic for another entry how peculiarly different I am from my friends or my friends from me A couple of us exchanged phone numbers But really I didn t know any of them and Moonie doesn t really spend much time with these people either or knew them only through other friends So suffice to say I ve never met with any of them again To my dismay But one moves on I fully appreciate the friends in my life even though they don t watch movies listen to music very much except for the latest pop releases which is excusable understandable acceptable go to concerts follow fashion or even read classic literature Obviously these are the things I value and I happen to NOT share any single thing in common with any of my friends Not a single thing But let s avoid this tangent So anyway in the year and a half since that chance meeting one person has kept a steady form of communication with me We were supposed to hang out a few times but the person then had to travel to Brazil and then another time suddenly had to go to Texas or some other equally random place due to their line of work Separated also by distance opportunities to hang out just never really quite worked out This wasn t of much import to me because the interest stemmed from the other

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  • Weekend Round-Ups – Heart-Strutter.org
    in 2008 150 Movies in 2009 150 Movies in 2010 150 Movies in 2011 Contact Form Favorite Movies Favorite Quotes Movies Night Diving Ryan s 101 goals in 1001 days Search for Subscribe to Blog via Email Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email Email Address Random Posts If This Means Anything At All Twitter Updates for 2008 01 01 LOOONG Alexander Wang F W 2010 Back in LA October 2013 S M T W T F S Sep Nov 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Weekend Round Ups Because sometimes so much happens that pictures

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2013/10/07/22607/weekend-round-ups/ (2016-04-26)
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  • Full Compliance – Heart-Strutter.org
    Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Full Compliance We ll teach the orphaned children to act To act in full compliance I feel like I m not completely here right now There are so many things going on physically right before me and I feel like I m only merely absorbing them without really fully experiencing them That s how my date went last night I made it extremely difficult to even meet up with this person Though truthfully I was sorta busy but not busy to the point where I put off the date for several days Ugh Just ugh 100 of me knew I didn t really feel like doing anything with this person Not even chatting or listening to his life story Usually I m so social and so into anything anyone has to tell me But right now I m seriously not in any position to listen to anyone He played this sort of convincing game the entire time If I said anything he d say something along the lines of I can totally do that or whatever He was trying to cater his self to my needs desires I was extremely bored by that I m much more captivated by the nuances of a complex person Good god someone help me I have another date on Sunday with a different person I just want to kick and scream and shout But I know I m not being coerced into anything I just can t stand the idea of not giving someone some of my time when they ve requested it I m sort of lost in my own thoughts And I feel extreme confusion I m not able to properly see how I m coming across I m only able to experience and distantly

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2013/10/09/22649/full-compliance/ (2016-04-26)
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  • From the author of “I Wrote This For You.” – Heart-Strutter.org
    Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal From the author of I Wrote This For You What I think most people might not realise is that quite often I was writing to myself If I was feeling heart broken or depressed I d say the things I wish people would say to me I think really good art is a map away from an emotion or a map to an emotion and that creating art allows that emotion to leave the body of the artist and so this was an incredibly healthy project for quite a while I got a lot of stuff out of my system But as the project became more and more popular and I started getting more and more fan mail from all over the world letters from kids with brain cancer who told me that I d help them through the most difficult time of their lives kids who were just having trouble at school and people who s sic hearts had been torn in two it quickly became the most important thing in my life And if you re an insecure introverted person that kind of constant validation can become dangerous You start to crave it You start needing to know what anyone anywhere in the world is saying about you at any point in time and if I look back on it now checking my amazon sales ranking every single morning and constantly clicking on the refresh button on my twitter interactions tab reminds me of mice in a lab who know that pushing a certain button will give them a pellet of food Eventually I started needing to recreate the sadness and longing within myself that had first inspired me to write many of the entries so I could write from that place again It s like being addicted to painkillers so to justify to the doctor why you need them you start hurting yourself to prove your point I started spending my time tearing open old wounds just so I could write about what the blood looked like when it came out There s this horrible equation that creative people can sometimes buy into which is No one else has felt what I ve felt therefor sic no one else can do what I do Which isn t true What you feel doesn t make you creative Who you are makes you creative I fell in love consciously or unconsciously with a story about myself like I was David Foster Wallace or Hunter S Thompson or Hemmingway or Sylvia Plath all of whom scratched the itch at the back of their head with a shotgun or an oven or cleared the frog in their throat finally with a rope It took me a long time to realise that the only story about me that was true was the one I was writing I poured all my romantic and spiritual energy into

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  • Nevets. – Heart-Strutter.org
    Nevets I am a collection of quotes as of late I ve birthed about half a dozen posts only to feebly abort them minutes later because I have nothing to say only lines to repeat The pressure of new conception has rendered me infertile Regurgitation and repetition save me So in that vein I ll just run with it Purge then binge restart and insert the sutures Turn off the lights I m watching back to the future They said that you have got a map of my insides Purge then binge pop some pills and you ll be fine Dance Gavin Dance I can t seem to stop listening to music All kinds It s even hard to stop listening to music long enough to watch an entire movie In fact I paused Burning Man about twice or thrice just to listen to music The silence is deafening Tense and time are still interesting me as of late though this time around maybe not quite so personally And I ve been reading a little bit more as of late as well Lots of fun activities have been occupying my time But again my concentration levels are slowly dwindling so I ve settled on generating a passion for short story form because novels feel inconceivable to me right now These are the tenses that define us now past tense back then future tense not yet We live in the small window between them the space we ve only recently come to think of as still and really it s no smaller than anyone else s window Margaret Atwood Moral Disorder and Other Stories My body hurts right now I did the hardest workout in my repertoire after about four days of not exercising at all followed by a handful of hours of sleep then another workout in the morning immediately after waking up I don t think I gave my body ample time to heal My push up count has gone down significantly sadface My shoulder blades are extremely sore and my right bicep and forearm feel swollen though they re not My quads feel ridiculously hard MY BODY NEEDS TO HEAL I m sure I ll get used to stacking my workouts back to back like this soon it s not really an option I m working out this evening and again tomorrow 3 AM due to time constraints events Speaking of events going to see Tim Kasher in concert tomorrow with Javzster I take great pleasure in giving people nicknames lmao Too bad my name is already shorthanded to Bri so what people do is instead make my name longer most recently Breeshenae c o C Los which I then converted to Aubrey Janae because you know I m a classy bitch I d like to say the title of this post means something In truth it does We re talking again Slowly Cordially Amicably Etc etc No big deal though I m more than grateful for conversation

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2013/10/16/22740/nevets/ (2016-04-26)
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  • Olivia Palermo and Johannes Huebl – Heart-Strutter.org
    in 2009 150 Movies in 2010 150 Movies in 2011 Contact Form Favorite Movies Favorite Quotes Movies Night Diving Ryan s 101 goals in 1001 days Search for Subscribe to Blog via Email Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email Email Address Random Posts End of a Season My Heart Is A Liar Dismal Calls Let s Be Real Colorless October 2013 S M T W T F S Sep Nov 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Olivia Palermo and Johannes Huebl Olivia Palermo and Johannes Huebl are the most perfect sartorial couple in the existence

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