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  • Young and In Love – Heart-Strutter.org
    Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email Email Address Random Posts Mind Blown Regrets and wants The Reading Split Decision Making Headlines October 2013 S M T W T F S Sep Nov 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Young and In Love We live in an age where we feel guilt whenever we have to cut someone off but the reality is that some relationships do need to die some people do need to be unfollowed and defriended We aren t meant to be this tethered to the people in our past The Internet mandates that we don t burn bridges and keep everyone around like relics but those expectations are unrealistic and unhealthy Simply put we don t need to know what everyone else is up to We re allowed to be choosy about who we surround ourselves with online and in real life even if it might hurt people s feelings Ryan O Connell You Don t Have To Be Friends With Everybody Sometimes it just takes me time to understand things But I understand Funny how quotes and images and feelings just spring forth out of nowhere from the depths of the

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2013/10/19/22787/young-and-in-love/ (2016-04-26)
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  • Doom & Gloom. – Heart-Strutter.org
    Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Doom Gloom youtube http www youtube com watch v 5cQcQxPGBLU youtube I ll have to leave Just as soon as the colors begin to fade I ll run away before lying to you becomes natural What I had in mind was What you held against me Give me the keys And I ll drive you insane take apart your brain If you ever loved me Never satisfied Or just never coming back Stay away from me No prep him for the ghost Let him see the ghost Let it in and come to terms with What would have could have been Prep him for the weight Let him see the fate Fracturing relationships And isolation Do you wanna get mad about All your feelings won t change the world Do you wanna get mad about Saying nothing being nothing be with someone else x2 Before you decide that this is dated Take me out of the equation What was it that you most hated I think all the time that you spent waiting When the stomach becomes the mouth and its spewing all its garbage out To think before speaking would prevent you from the point you re making x2 The slew of trails towards destiny the perfect day to quit The slew of trails in reverie bite my crooked shape My favorite song of the moment This song so beautifully melds Tilian s vocals with the screamo And I just can t help but to get lost in the feeling the song produces even if personally it s meaningless I want to listen to this song over and over and over Of course I m also really into Jesus H Macy and The Robot with Human Hair pt 4 One throwback song I also lovelovelove right now is Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most featuring vocals by Gatsbys American Dream vocalist Nic Newsham I m purdy glad I got to see Gatsbys sic when I was in high school they headlined a tour with My American Heart Speaking of shows I met a super nice grrrrl named Christie at the Tim Kasher show I went to with Javi She went to the show alone and she mentioned she had plans to go to the Anthony Green concert in November that I m also going to with my brother I probz should have gotten her number to ensure we meet up again As we were talking during set breaks she mentioned a Saves The Day and Bayside show from about two years ago Coincidentally she and I were both at that show too How funny that she and I have probably been to many of

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2013/10/20/22805/doom-gloom/ (2016-04-26)
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  • “I’ve Had It Up To Here for the 37th Time This Year” – Heart-Strutter.org
    W 2010 Conflicting GZ ULTIMATE LUST October 2013 S M T W T F S Sep Nov 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal I ve Had It Up To Here for the 37th Time This Year Conversation chemistry Him Can I be Mr Rochester when I grow up plzzz Me Sure Him Sweet thanks Me I m looking up a character analysis btw lest you think I didn t take your request srsly Him Never you re fastidious to a fault and as obliging Me I can t retaliate Wtf Him Is that bad Me I would like to pretend you didn t know me so well Him Indeed You may pretend I spent very little time thinking of you if you like but it was not so Me Don t say that to me Him Well as I treated you very poorly anyway it s hardly a compliment to myself What a relief it is to not have to explain myself to merely be understood And for me to like everything he says too I m just enjoying the little bits of conversation we have here and there And I know I can do all these things alone now but only because I know that

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  • All your feelings won’t change the world. – Heart-Strutter.org
    rocking everything from crop tops to long pencil skirts to asymmetrical jackets to denim jackets How funnnn I started watching the James Bond movies this week and I ve already seen two of twenty three Lmao I m in for quite a long term commitment But it s been fun so far I m undertaking this endeavor with S He s been perfectly sweet PERFECTLY No matter what I say he has a perfectly complementary and complimentary response It s not hard to give in wholly to him whatever that means entails I am still unsure Instead of focusing so much on social media and compensating for my ultimate forever alone status I ve just been actually enjoying rather than worrying about taking photos or announcing just how much fun I m having Mostly I m enjoying conversation with S as he manages to fulfill most of my needs No small feat I suppose I should instead color a post full of pictures rather than words But I don t really have too many I went to a farm on Sunday Going to a Halloween party tonight Sunday I have brunch and then I ll be headed to Disneyland for a few hours afterward I ve given up my Saturday to play housewife for S He wants me to bake him well almost anything I guess That makes me happy because I love baking And he needs to be fed See what I mean how complementary we are Even the fact that he s states away I suppose gives us just the right amount of separation we require to remain sane Yesterday I went to the salon to make my hair a little bit more pink than red LOVELOVE IT and I met a 77 year old woman named Elise She honestly looked no older than 50 and she exuded so much style I immediately noticed her comfortable glittering d orsay flats And then she wore a black dolman top with cut out shoulders and black jeans Ultimately chic I was extremely impressed I always am impressed by elegant put together older women I always say the only person that can care for you is you Her hair will remain nice only because she chooses to maintain it Her clothes will fit very well only because she chooses to dress that way And so on Anyway she launched straight into recounting her recent adventures while she waited for the stylist to finish my hair I love that Older people always seem to talk in story form And it s so entertaining and intriguing to me I love listening And I can only hope to be half as interesting or good looking when I m 70 And she was 77 I could say that more than once and still be amazed She told me about a few of her lovers from over the years because I guess the stylist had already heard but I definitely wanted the context for some of

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2013/10/25/22833/all-your-feelings-wont-change-the-world/ (2016-04-26)
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  • Mutual Deceit – Heart-Strutter.org
    very end with Woke up in a new Bugatti then I burned it Lol like wtf They ve got a pretty sick sense of humor mixed into some pretty dark emotional material And I promise I m going to stop talking about DGD soon It s just that I was baking this weekend while listening to the album and whereas in the very beginning I disliked it entirely my ears have grown accustomed to the sound of Tilian s beautiful magical voice in sheer contrast to Jon Mess unclean vocals all in one song Suddenly out of nowhere the album sounded completely different and it was like listening to something new Twas a magical moment This band requires a TIMELINE that s how drastic their lineup has changed from 2005 to now But always the band has had dual clean unclean vocals and super sick drumming my faaaaave with dual guitars They ve changed from predominately post hardcore to experimental and now with their latest album there s all kinds of shit going on I can t even explain it I just love it Also I need to make a more serious effort into exploring the genre DJENT I went to go visit Mom and brother yesterday and when I walked in I heard a super sick riff and immediately pounded on my brother s door to which he was all A WHAT I m getting dressed hahaha and I pressed him to give me the band and song name of what was just playing He was listening to Modern Day Babylon s Shivers Unfortunately my brother is pretty into vocal less djent which I would find impossible to sustain over long periods of listening but the instruments caught my attention straight away OKOK I ll get srs now But talking music and suddenly my mood is muuuch improved About four days ago I wrote a note to self that expressed quite simply that I was experiencing unfeeling ness I almost wrote felt unfeeling but that s quite impossible The unfeeling ness remains Maybe it s the weather Maybe it s that event from a few months ago that I have yet to deal with emotionally verbally or any ly But since then I have not felt like talking to very many people or hanging out as much as before the event Raquel called me on Saturday And to be honest I didn t hear my phone ring but I got this weird intuition to go back to the other room to grab my phone And I saw her missed call But I was about to start my workout and afterward go on a quick errand with Ketta Basically excuses excuses excuses as to why I just couldn t call her back in my mind And the next morning same thing exercise then family brunch But now it s Tuesday And I still just don t feel like talking I don t want to say anything I don t think

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2013/10/29/22848/mutual-deceit/ (2016-04-26)
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  • L’Eclisse – Heart-Strutter.org
    in 2010 150 Movies in 2011 Contact Form Favorite Movies Favorite Quotes Movies Night Diving Ryan s 101 goals in 1001 days Search for Subscribe to Blog via Email Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email Email Address Random Posts Oh my life It s So Nice To Have You Back Where You Belong Protected De cluttering my life Ambitions Finals October 2013 S M T W T F S Sep Nov 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal L Eclisse What did you do last night Why do we ask so many questions Two people shouldn

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2013/10/31/22857/leclisse/ (2016-04-26)
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  • Have I Told You Lately? – Heart-Strutter.org
    Content About Archives Challenges 101 Goals In 1001 Days 150 Movies in 2007 150 Movies in 2008 150 Movies in 2009 150 Movies in 2010 150 Movies in 2011 Contact Form Favorite Movies Favorite Quotes Movies Night Diving Ryan s 101 goals in 1001 days Search for Subscribe to Blog via Email Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email Email Address Random Posts Spring Buys Randomosity Saturday nights and Sunday mornings Hold Your Head High Comix October 2013 S M T W T F S Sep Nov 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Have I Told

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2013/10/31/22868/have-i-told-you-lately/ (2016-04-26)
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  • color/texture – Heart-Strutter.org
    office where I will be purchasing a condo Or more correctly co purchasing a condo with my aunt she s paying I ll be living there basically And most of my family came along too as it was a sort of mini monumental moment but very very very preliminary The condo hasn t even been built yet and mine will be one of the last to be built simply because it s located at the very front of the community where the sales office is and in a prime location So after this we all had plans to go to brunch at The Pacific Dining Car which is all the way in downtown LA But by then it was past noon We still ate breakfast anyway TPDC is open 24 hours a day so breakfast is always available We had a very good time and I tried something new And because I make it some sort of point to always manage to find myself at The Grove at least once every other week if not every week I passed my phone to my mom with The Grove pinned on the Maps app just to show the proximity The rest of the family took off to go back home but I drove Mom s car she d had a mimosa at brunch and took us to The Grove There we stopped by a few stores Our first stop was The Nike store in which I tried on the new Free Flyknit sneaker that fits like a glove And despite the fact that it was 90 degrees I took the shoes for a spin on the treadmill in the store Then I really started to sweat But lately I ll try to burn a few extra calories if possible anywhere Then we hit up a few more stores And because my mom has a VIP movie pass we get to watch movies for free at the theater She was just in the right mood to watch a movie Two hours sitting in a theater requires a lot of commitment for her I agree I m very keen on watching a movie halfway and then starting dinner or working out or distracting myself with the internet or taking my daily siesta But the movie didn t start for two hours The Grove movie theater is adjacent to The Fat Cow bar where we met a most beautiful bartender named August Mom and I had several drinks and made the most of our two hours We really had a ball The Butler was aaaaamazing I think the story was just so good I was very involved in the characters and very glad for the outcome of everything Despite some hardships I think the story had a very positive message Then after the movie Mom was hungry So we had dinner Still at The Grove At the Marmalade Cafe closer to The Farmer s Market The sky was this lovely pink color that was impossible

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2013/09/01/22324/colortexture/ (2016-04-26)
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