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  • Functional Foyer – Heart-Strutter.org
    some very crucial essentials for now it will do For the price though still high I live a few blocks from the beach in the East Village Arts District literally a few blocks from downtown Long Beach With my current budget I feel I am getting my money s worth and would not be able to afford any other similar place nearby with those crucial essentials in my opinion Parking is street only which SUCKS I could pay some parking lots nearby for parking but have not yet taken that leap I am thinking I might have to do this in December though I m tired of playing that street parking game Also there is no outdoor patio area and there is something so magical and special to me about a quaint outdoor area just to get some fresh air read outside etc There is also no heating or AC But I own a heater and I own a fan Anyway as you enter the apartment there is this great little office space It is made of fake wood panels that extend to the ceiling and also has sliding doors to close the area Though I don t close the area it adds a nice touch There are some small areas I am missing in my apartment My shoes do not EVER seem to make their way back to my bedroom walk in closet So by the end of the week I literally have five pairs of shoes littered near the sofa near the entryway etc And it s driving me batty But I never really head to my bedroom until the evening why because my bedroom is very very very much a work in progress at the moment deets later So my coats pile up on the wonderful dark drawer bench and shoes surrounding this area as well By the end of the week my apartment does not give me the same satisfaction as after my routine Sunday clean up Again this is driving me nuuuts I do not want clutter And the clutter is my own doing I know myself I am NOT going to go to my bedroom and neatly store my shoes inside my closet where I even hate the shoe storage rack I have I want to toss that rack so badly Anyway okay so back to the point It occurred to me TODAY moments ago before starting this post the office room which is currently one room that lacks so much style as I have not bothered to style it YET should be used as a FUNCTIONAL FOYER Brilliant Now what functions does this 43 x 94 room need to serve Shoe storage solution Coat rack storage solution Beautifully display all of my books currently displayed in between two different sized white bookshelves and on stacks around one of the bookshelves Alcohol mineral water snacks cart side table Chic decor and accessories I realize this is a lot but I already have a few

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  • Again? – Heart-Strutter.org
    Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Again When shall we meet again When will the earthy taste of your lips come again to brush the anxiety of my mind Will all our sensations remain forever intellectual and will not our dreams succeed in igniting one soul whose feeling will help us to die What is this death in which we are forever alone in which love does not show us the way Antonin Artaud Art and Death Last night I dreamt that someone near and dear to me was the devil My life was shrouded in long narrow hallways of pure darkness The details escape me but I remember feeling afraid and breaking free involved solving some kind of puzzle or riddle Maybe I ve been playing too much Skyrim It scares me how quickly one full year flew by This year felt infinitely more inconsequential and uneventful than the year before it and it strikes me as odd that this year just passed me by What I always compare is working at Sephora for a year and working at Consolidated for a year this year Working at the former felt like a significantly long period of time whereas my current job just felt like an insignificant tiny sliver of time I just don t want year after year to pass me by I feel like in this very moment I should be doing something with my life making the best use of my time This is the time I m in my early 20s the time when I have the most energy the most optimistic view and I have my youth But instead I feel like already I succumbed to a static existence Progression and growth has ceased My last year of college was monumental There were moments of literal enlightenment Moments in which I sensed emotional growth in physical time as it happened Those moments have not happened in a year Nothing monumental happens in my life anymore Every day practically feels the same Work home maybe go somewhere I m now living in a life where there is no discussion Before there were things to get excited about things to talk about pressing issues I felt passionate about Now there is a world full of people I feel don t care anymore Posted on November 18 2011 Author Brigitte Categories Life 3 thoughts on Again Leanne says November 19 2011 at 8 49 pm It s extremely easy to fall into the routine of working through the hours day after day Sometimes you just have to sit somewhere quiet and cherish the silence Be aware of your surroundings Go back to your hobbies do things you once loved

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  • Saturday nights and Sunday mornings. – Heart-Strutter.org
    Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Saturday nights and Sunday mornings Some days I wish I were that girl that had the signature makeup look You know the girl that owns one bronzer one blush color And it works for her every time But throughout the past few years I have collected so much makeup I cannot possibly be that girl even though I want to be her I am happy there are things happening in Long Beach all the time This prevents me from massive boredom Just today there was art walk still in progress I guess and now I crossed the street and there are some plays being performed at a very local very low key theatre called Alive Theatre So I bought a ticket came back to my apt to grab a jacket and I am headed back there now My one wish for my apartment an outdoor patio of some sort My location is perfect my apartment is perfect I love everything about the place in which I live except for the one missing factor that fresh air and spending time outdoors just lounging reading a book It s not quite the same spending time lounging inside as it is outside Next morning I truly love where I live Most everything is within walking distance which I love which gives me that perfect excuse to go outside and get some sun breathe in that cool breeze But And there s always a but these days It s so so so hard to focus on the wonderful minutiae of my days when the bigger grander story of my life is completely a mess Nothing is going according to my nonexistent plan Subconsciously I suppose even without plans I have expectations and needs Constant talk of needs Needs because I have everything I want just nothing that I need For example I walked to breakfast this morning half a mile away to this supposed amazing donut place in Long Beach Yes the donut was great and the coffee was the best And I got some reading done an impossibility once I m indoors And I got to see some really interesting local places But in the end I was walking alone without even a hint of conversation While I ate my sickeningly delicious maple cinnamon bun the two people behind me started talking about so many interesting things and I wanted pretty badly to join in or talk to someone yet there was nothing but an empty chair in front of me Trying to figure out what s missing is easy Filling that void is not Of course I can do everything alone That s not the point I m trying to bring across That s not in question I can entertain myself find things to do places to go new wonderful activities to fill my time But at the

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  • De-de-de-clutter – Heart-Strutter.org
    1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal De de de clutter De cluttering is just so darn hard I feel like I spent as many free moments as possible this weekend and even today cleaning and clearing my apartment to reveal the beautiful style underneath the mess And yet I still have sticky notes everywhere jackets strewn about and shoes littering every single room of my apartment I simultaneously want more and want less all at once I want the perfect staple wardrobe with just curated favorites in my closet but to achieve that I need more more more How exhausting is that Excess bothers me I have two bookshelves already in my living room and still not all of my books are out They are still packed in boxes since March unacceptable And the amount of makeup I have in all those drawers I just want to give it all away or mass sell it as one big lot of makeup Nothing brings me more joy than knowing I will finally finish my FIRST full bottle of foundation Silly right I just can t wait for products to finish so I can use all the crap I ve accumulated Currently I m heavily into interior design

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  • What is going on with the world? – Heart-Strutter.org
    Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal What is going on with the world Let me just make it clear that I am not insinuating the U S should be the wealthier country Not by any means or stretch of the imagination But I find it baffling that only a few short years ago these countries were considered third world and perhaps suffering from large poverty stricken populations I think a lower struggling class definitely still exists and that they re in need of assistance Countries in the middle east must have a very strong disparaging difference between the lower class and the upper class with maybe little to no existing middle class a class that falls in the majority here in the United States I m sure But something must be said for articles like this that were released 5 days ago Women in the Middle East are Haute Couture s biggest market says this Reuters story I had the opportunity to see a wedding that was recently held here in Dubai 4 000 women were invited to the reception and everybody in the room was wearing haute couture Simon Lock creative director for Dubai Fashion Week told the news service And there are lots and lots of weddings to attend The wedding season is very expensive here I have known of many occasions when a couturier will be invited to a private home for a showing The hostess will buy maybe 20 30 couture outfits for a season Reuters LONDON NEW DELHI India the world s second most populous country has more wealthy households than most European countries including Germany and France The country with 3 million affluent households is fast emerging as a serious centre of

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  • Static Noise in my eyes – Heart-Strutter.org
    Story Let s start off by saying that this is the first horror genre series I ve ever seen Is it scary Oh yeah So much so I have to wait until the next day daylightttt to watch it Also let s not forget Vivien wears Theyskens Theory Violet reads Camus and a song they keep playing on the show is Mirah s Special Death Just the coolness of this show alone makes it worth watching but it s also legitimately scary OH Most important of all the characters are NOT stupid They will not answer the door to strangers they immediately call the police and they definitely question suspicious things Brilliant The New Girl Eh Zooey Deschanel s character is impossibly annoying Her male co stars make this show bearable But this show has been put on hold I believe due to baseball season Pan Am Oh the fashion The travel And one of the characters is working as a spy of sorts I cannot explain it but this show is great It s worth watching This is like the new Mad Men but instead of staying primarily in an office we get to travel all over the world Dexter I never really got into this show And I m not really into it now either It s interesting but it s not all that great Every episode follows pretty much the same guideline and I know just what to expect Never having seen the other seasons I was able to pick this up fairly easily with just a smidgen of background knowledge I had heard from here and there I cannot possibly imagine anyone watching so many seasons of this show Homeland Oh yeaaah Carrie Mathison CIA ops officer is bipolar which adds some interest to the show She s constantly frantic but she sees things a little bit differently and has such dedication to her counter terrorism assignment This show feels so modern and relevant in today s world It s exciting and there s a lot coming I can just tell Homeland is quickly becoming one of my fave shows this season Terra Nova Sux The grafix are so 2000 or something The plotline so far is just mediocre and I haven t even watched the last episode I sort of don t want to either 90210 FAVE This has been my favorite show for a few years now It just gets better and better 3 3 3 No words needed Revenge I had not heard of this show until someone in my family mentioned it I looked it up andddd because it s loosely based on The Count of Monte Cristo this became something worth watching Emily shows such dedication to ruining the lives of everyone that put her father in prison it s a little scary a little bad and a whole lotta good Every week I get excited to see what Emily pulls out from her hat of tricks to ruin someone Ringer

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  • I Love… – Heart-Strutter.org
    About Archives Challenges 101 Goals In 1001 Days 150 Movies in 2007 150 Movies in 2008 150 Movies in 2009 150 Movies in 2010 150 Movies in 2011 Contact Form Favorite Movies Favorite Quotes Movies Night Diving Ryan s 101 goals in 1001 days Search for Subscribe to Blog via Email Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email Email Address Random Posts 2nd Vlog LOVE IT Get Up Kid Diaries One Minute Twitter Updates for 2007 12 22 October 2011 S M T W T F S Sep Nov 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal I Love I love talking to chic people in warm striped sweaters I love knowing street names of places I visited yesterday I love sunny days that put me in a better mood I love music that makes me dance I love my apartment I love Long Beach I love my BMW I love days that feel this amazing I love getting off work exactly at 2pm I love that feeling of extreme happiness you feel you could burst I love that feeling of extreme happiness you can t even speak I love driving at a consistent speed of 80 mph

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  • Conflicting. – Heart-Strutter.org
    yourself that you have built against it Conversation October 2011 S M T W T F S Sep Nov 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Conflicting I want I need I feel restless As much as I want to live in another country move somewhere better find a job I love I just feel so STUCK Change is just in my nature But uncertainty is just not in my cards I think commitment came way too fast for me Rent car insurance student loan debt etc Just thinking about all my financial commitments stresses me out There is ZERO room for adventure for change As much as I want to look for another job I cannot for a month be without one And I feel like my opportunity to travel is just so limited I was hired for my first full time job a week after I graduated college and started 2 3 weeks after that Right now my big wish is to be a care free adult in my early 20s And I KNOW something has to change And I know it has to change eventually But these are big decisions And I hate that feeling of wasting time One more year in my apartment

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