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  • people round here wear beaten down eyes – Heart-Strutter.org
    W T F S Aug Oct 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal people round here wear beaten down eyes Experiment I spent my Thursday in Los Angeles downtown and La Brea You know to see how I would feel living nearby The vibe is definitely infinitely different Some car nearly hit me as I was exiting the freeway because they changed their mind about exiting the freeway instead of sucking it up and getting off and then back on the freeway That was off putting The traffic sucked too as did all the street lights and the endless stream of pedestrians Once I reached The Grove and the surrounding area things got better though I spotted a celebrity Analeigh Tipton got to experience two Alexander Wang bags in one room one mine one belonging to someone nearby and experienced some good fashion People were wearing heels How revolutionary LA has everything It meets my fashion expectations But taking the very very very long scenic route through downtown was pretty intense Pretty but intense Everything felt so impacted and it was weird seeing a really great place to eat right beside a cheap store It confused my senses OK that s not to say I live out in

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  • Fanny Francois – Heart-Strutter.org
    Archives Challenges 101 Goals In 1001 Days 150 Movies in 2007 150 Movies in 2008 150 Movies in 2009 150 Movies in 2010 150 Movies in 2011 Contact Form Favorite Movies Favorite Quotes Movies Night Diving Ryan s 101 goals in 1001 days Search for Subscribe to Blog via Email Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email Email Address Random Posts New Home Toxic Condensation and Precipitation Twitter Updates for 2007 12 31 Inexplicable September 2011 S M T W T F S Aug Oct 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Fanny Francois Models 1 Fanny Francois

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  • you failed to feel delight. – Heart-Strutter.org
    Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email Email Address Random Posts Till I Collapse Amalgamation of Stripes and Spots My Real Post For The Day Taken Aback Protected Girl September 2011 S M T W T F S Aug Oct 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal you failed to feel delight There s a serious lack of focus in my life right now But maybe I m thinking that s the case after a weekend spent smoking a whole lot of mota I miss thinking about guys OR GUY rather Let s not make me out to be some classy ho I just want a man in life whether online or real life I don t even care I just miss the presence of conversation My brain is dying without any intellectual stimulation via male friend Geezus I sound so desperate But I miss that side of myself that spoke in witty circles and Ugh I don t know I m annoyed There are too many things to say And I just don t know how to say any of them But above all I miss him Always him IT KILLS ME I just want to be

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  • How To Get Back To That Place – Heart-Strutter.org
    Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email Email Address Random Posts In The Morning And Amazing urgh Protected recurring theme Paper Weight Twitter Updates for 2007 12 22 September 2011 S M T W T F S Aug Oct 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal How To Get Back To That Place I just feel so hurt I never meant to cause you pain My burden is the weight of a feather I never meant to lead you on I only meant to please me however When will I get over this I ve reached new and exciting stages of my life and I should appreciate them instead of dwelling and in the middle of most nights when I can t sleep I still replay you I m torturing myself I see that now And I can smack my forehead all I like sigh in extreme exasperation walk around my apartment none of it will do me any good What KILLS me is that none of it was a figment of my imagination There are countless words and instances FUCK Even screaming into my pillow does nothing Letting go of the best thing in your life and

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  • New Needs – Heart-Strutter.org
    more indie than ever before again obscure And I also enjoy fashion and beauty I m no longer in that makeup community considering I no longer work at Sephora no longer have time to do my makeup every day to the extent that I used to But it still interests me And FASHION Watching the fashion shows live on my computer monitor is as close as I m going to get but there is no one to converse with about it Imagine having great news that you just want to share and no one is interested That is sort of how it is I think most of the people I know see fashion as going to the nearest store and picking clothes that fits is cost effective looks pretty My ideas on these things are just so very different I cannot have conversations with myself That s pathetic Twitter is currently sustaining my life force It s like being involved in the hustle and bustle of what is going on in New York right now Fashion Week I need consistent and constant conversation the feeling that there are things going on all around Instead I m here at my desk at work where things do not interest me And there is no one to share my excitement with about what I thought of the fashion shows from this morning I mean it s not just fashion I watch a film and thazzit No one gives a damn because they ve never seen it don t want to see it or just never will When I say things like my friends aren t into x y z I start to realize I don t even have all that many friends to approach about my interests anyway When did it become so hard to find someone with which I have something in common How did I get the friends I have now What pulled us together And why can t I gravitate towards people that are into the same things I am into Why is that so difficult I love my friends I would never give them up But at some point I have to wonder when am I going to be able to share my interests with someone And the only reason I need consistent and constant conversation is because I ve been so starved of it for so long now Shit I graduated in December and since then hardly any of my friends are were around because I graduated early So I had my family for all of these months but I mean come on family is amazing to hang out with spend time with etc but I cannot talk to them in quite the same way as I do friends So I m suffering Yes I m getting my daily minimum of human interaction at work so I think that keeps me from falling into massive depression But I get home and I fill up my time with the

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  • The Most Depressing 40 Minutes – Heart-Strutter.org
    Undone Journal The Most Depressing 40 Minutes Just finished listening to the new Saves The Day album Daybreak I was depressed before and nothing changed in the last 40 minutes It is so so so tempting to listen to uplifting music But at the same time all music is kinda putting me in a sad mood So let me not taint upbeat music with this crappy mood Living alone is hard I m here for 5 6 waking hours every day The rest of the time I m asleep while here But even the few hours is torture and a half I m talking like I drove behind a slow car to get home that s how much I m avoiding coming here There s nothing wrong with my place In fact I love my apartment I love the area I live in I just can t stand the ALONE part There is no one to talk to these days The people I work with range from mid 30s to 60s There is nothing to talk about with them we have nothing in common So it sustains me but only just barely Just barely And as I m driving home I feel myself dreading coming home to the emptiness I just want to share how my day went Or chit chat You know HUMAN COMMUNICATION I m not asking for very much Can we just laugh about the commercial on TV that makes little to no sense But even that is a luxury Loneliness wears people down Never thought I would be saying this but I miss college There were people my age everywhere I mean we were the majority Real life is full of people younger and older than me I never can seem to find people my age What kills me is that I was there for you when you felt like there was no one for you Now that I feel like this where are you Where are you now Music of the day Saves the Day s Daybreak Thrice s Major Minor and Anthony Green live recordings Posted on September 12 2011 Author Brigitte Categories Life 6 thoughts on The Most Depressing 40 Minutes Thao says September 13 2011 at 11 35 pm Loneliness definitely sucks I had my time of feeling absolutely alone in a new world I think it takes time to find people and the right group of people It s hard when everyone acts in cliques This may sound strange but you could try taking a class at the local community college just for fun Sorry that s the only thing I could think of Reply Brigitte says September 14 2011 at 2 32 pm I am definitely looking into doing some kind of social club in my community or yes even classes I dread taking classes and the thought of taking one kinda seems odd to me considering I finished college for the express purpose of not taking any more classes

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  • Existence – Heart-Strutter.org
    that man is a compound of needs and necessities hard to satisfy and that even when they are satisfied all he obtains is a state of painlessness where nothing remains to him but abandonment to boredom This is direct proof that existence has no real value in itself for what is boredom but the feeling of the emptiness of life If life the craving for which is the very essence of our being were possessed of any positive intrinsic value there would be no such thing as boredom at all mere existence would satisfy us in itself and we should want for nothing But as it is we take no delight in existence except when we are struggling for something and then distance and difficulties to be overcome make our goal look as though it would satisfy us an illusion which vanishes when we reach it or else when we are occupied with some purely intellectual interest when in reality we have stepped forth from life to look upon it from the outside much after the manner of spectators at a play And even sensual pleasure itself means nothing but a struggle and aspiration ceasing the moment its aim is attained Whenever we are not occupied in one of these ways but cast upon existence itself its vain and worthless nature is brought home to us and this is what we mean by boredom The hankering after what is strange and uncommon an innate and ineradicable tendency of human nature shows how glad we are at any interruption of that natural course of affairs which is so very tedious That this most perfect manifestation of the will to live the human organism with the cunning and complex working of its machinery must fall to dust and yield up itself and

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  • Caught Between Old and New – Heart-Strutter.org
    2008 150 Movies in 2009 150 Movies in 2010 150 Movies in 2011 Contact Form Favorite Movies Favorite Quotes Movies Night Diving Ryan s 101 goals in 1001 days Search for Subscribe to Blog via Email Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email Email Address Random Posts A Whole Lot of Blah Twitter Updates for 2008 01 04 Why Should I Care Nevets Debate This August 2011 S M T W T F S Jul Sep 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Caught Between Old and New These days I find it s so much easier to reblog or to post something to my Tumblr It s mad easy to follow someone on it and read posts But I don t want to forget my precious blog which I ve had for a few years already Heart Strutter is so neglected it s sad I haven t made a layout for it in probably over a year nor do I feel I have the time energy creativity to make a layout at this point I also have one other domain which goes completely unused Sad sad sad These days I think in photos in style in

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