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  • Sway Me Gently, Burn Me Slowly – Heart-Strutter.org
    the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Sway Me Gently Burn Me Slowly I ll become like the desert wind and I ll drink all the gin Shriveled up under desert lights eaten up in the night I can t keep this up much longer without needing more from you I need more Wasted with the rhythm angry at the melody How did you stay so sweet Cause you were my ally once You were my confidante I need somebody close to be close to forever Circa Survive on Saturday night was unbelievably brilliant Anthony Green has never sounded better All the songs meant so much more to me live which should be impossible The music is so beautiful I just don t know how else to describe the sound of Circa Survive A week later Spent the weekend with my family Friday morning I got an early morning phone call from my brother asking me to drive down and spend some time with him And the sucker that I am I woke up took a shower and did the two hour drive down I love my brother and it was just the cutest thing of him to say he missed me I feel such comfort being at home with my family Even if we re not doing anything I don t feel that way here in Santa Barbara mostly in part because the house is almost always empty Days later Inevitably this is just one of those useless posts again I don t necessarily want to discard the post because it has some meaningful shit up in it but not in coherent form Anyway I got to thinking this morning about what it is that I want out of life And surprisingly I came up with some solid answers Life Goals Wants To eventually earn near or around at least half a million dollars in a year For now I ll settle for much less until I m worth this much Visit a friend No elaboration needed I understand myself Travel all over the world This is totally do able If as a college student I managed to save enough for a trip to New York well then earning much much much more after graduating college should be sufficient to allow me to travel I don t care if I have to travel alone I just want to see the world I m jealous that new girl at my aunt s company is going to Washington at the end of this month I want her bloody fucking job I feel as though I should have taken her job Fucking timing But it s okay Let the chips fall where they may Sometimes I wonder if I m a

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2010/11/17/1633/sway-me-gently-burn-me-slowly/ (2016-04-26)
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  • Glitters Gold – Heart-Strutter.org
    Archives Challenges 101 Goals In 1001 Days 150 Movies in 2007 150 Movies in 2008 150 Movies in 2009 150 Movies in 2010 150 Movies in 2011 Contact Form Favorite Movies Favorite Quotes Movies Night Diving Ryan s 101 goals in 1001 days Search for Subscribe to Blog via Email Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email Email Address Random Posts Burrrrrrrrrrrrrrn Out Glitters Gold A Moment s Wonderings Twitter Updates for 2007 12 16 I ve Been Saying This All Along November 2010 S M T W T F S Oct Dec 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2010/11/18/1636/glitters-gold/ (2016-04-26)
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  • Climbing PoeTree: Being Human – Heart-Strutter.org
    She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Climbing PoeTree Being Human Being Human by Climbing Poetree youtube http www youtube com watch v Z6lYyP2vOk youtube I wonder if the sun debates dawn some mornings not wanting to rise out of bed from under the down feather horizon If the sky grows tired of being everywhere at once adapting to the mood swings of the weather If the clouds drift off trying to hold themselves together make deals with gravity to loiter a little longer I wonder if rain is scared of falling if it has trouble letting go If snow flakes get sick of being perfect all the time each one trying to be one of a kind I wonder if stars wish upon themselves before the die if they need to teach their young to shine I wonder if shadows long to once feel the sun if they get lost in the shuffle not knowing where they re from I wonder if sunrise and sunset respect each other even though they ve never met If volcanoes get stressed If storms have regrets If compost believes in life after death I wonder if breath ever thinks about suicide I wonder if the wind just wants to sit still sometimes and watch the world pass by If smoke was born knowing how to rise If rainbows get shy back stage not sure if their colors match right I wonder if lightning sets an alarm clock to

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2010/11/22/1641/climbing-poetree-beng-human/ (2016-04-26)
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  • Self Improvement – Heart-Strutter.org
    Quotes Movies Night Diving Ryan s 101 goals in 1001 days Search for Subscribe to Blog via Email Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email Email Address Random Posts people round here wear beaten down eyes Love and Loss A Deep Breath of Ocean Water I Feel So Empty Inexplicable November 2010 S M T W T F S Oct Dec 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Self Improvement I want to learn to play the piano I want to play mahjong and win I want to enrich my life with art I want to dance again but maybe learn modern now WANT WANT WANT It gets very tiring wanting all the time For Thanksgiving I decided to wear my Miss Patina playsuit for the first time The colors scream autumn and the playsuit just felt perfect for this holiday or for a picnic but it s too cold for that So today it was It s so absolutely gorgeous And I m wearing my Gucci sandal heels too Ah perfection If only I had a readily available photographer friend to capture my outfits in action Oh man I feel food coma status right now Tried learning

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2010/11/25/1647/self-improvement/ (2016-04-26)
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  • Thanksgiving, in Photos – Heart-Strutter.org
    inclined to pour my heart out But always I write cautiously or vaguely Content About Archives Challenges 101 Goals In 1001 Days 150 Movies in 2007 150 Movies in 2008 150 Movies in 2009 150 Movies in 2010 150 Movies in 2011 Contact Form Favorite Movies Favorite Quotes Movies Night Diving Ryan s 101 goals in 1001 days Search for Subscribe to Blog via Email Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email Email Address Random Posts Simultaneous Hung Up Emptiness Daily Goals Staying On The Safe Side November 2010 S M T W T F S Oct Dec 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Thanksgiving in Photos I forgot to take photos of Thanksgiving except for a select few on my iPhone Rather not have them get lost in the depths of my phone s photo library so I figure posting them will help me remember the delicious once a year feast Even with 13 of us at the Thanksgiving celebration we ate about 1 4th of the turkey which prompted me to feel bad about how many turkeys die each year just for this holiday alone I know the number but I won t say on

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2010/11/29/1651/thanksgiving-in-photos/ (2016-04-26)
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  • OCTOBER NO BUY – Heart-Strutter.org
    felt really good saving SAVING is becoming increasingly important to me right now considering that I am freaking out regarding paying rent come the new year When I graduate there won t be very much financial aid in fact none At this point I am thinking of moving back home and taking a job near there It s not set in stone but if my aunt secured a secretarial job for me at her company I would feel a lot safer and more stable Working for Sephora is not working in my favor at the moment sure I get a lot of free things but the hours are so minimal If Sephora would agree to transfer me to the Cerritos Sephora that would be amazing as a fall back plan to coming back home and working on the weekends there Before I reach graduation I already feel the surmounting pressure Things will work out I worry needlessly over the future You know I used to STRESS OUT and suffer from ANXIETY at the thought that I would not be able to master the art of driving a car And now I own my car And it s brand new it s beautiful and I certainly know how to drive it I leaped past a life hurdle and survived I will survive this job crisis Despite the fact that there are no jobs available on the market right now I will eventually find some sort of job My future depends on it Eating out should be a luxury reserved for 1 2x a week at most as opposed to 2x a day But sometimes I wonder if going to the market is cheaper after all so much food goes bad before it can be eaten Or it sits there forever and I never know what to use it for I have one big shelf full of condiments that I have purchased over time because I needed them for ONE recipe and never used it again Such a waste So for September I worked very hard on forcing myself not to eat out when it occurred to me that it would be so much easier to do so For about a week and a half I lived off of toasted bread with jam peanut butter cheese or butter and nectarines Seriously All the food I have in the pantry and in the fridge must GO It must be eaten before I will allow myself to go to the market again There is no sense in buying MORE when I already HAVE even though the foodstuff I possess is so much more bland than a good and fast take out meal Cooking should be a priority Cook in bulk freeze and take to go Too bad I rarely think of recipes I don t really get so creative with cooking not yet anyway I need to figure out how to cook things I like So despite loving all the things I see left

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2010/10/01/1529/october-no-buy/ (2016-04-26)
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  • Quarter Down – Heart-Strutter.org
    for Action Proenza Schouler A W 2010 Figure This Out 二人とおよういでいます Inexplicable October 2010 S M T W T F S Sep Nov 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Quarter Down A week has passed and I have not made any unnecessary purchases This is getting serious It s like this boiling pot of water trying to burst out from under the top I desperately wanted the Marc by Marc Jacobs moleskine that came out for Barney s Co Op 25th anniversary or some such thing It s 30 priced significantly higher than a regular moleskine Now I did lose my precious red one and have since lost much hope in finding it Yet what knocked me into my senses was the 5 shipping Lmao I m one of those people that will refuse to pay for shipping because if the item does not fit and I return the item I have still lost out on money with NOTHING to show for it Anyway 35 for an item that I can get for about half the price is a rip off no matter whose name is on the cover And then I looked at the moleskine again and the scribbles look so careless and are not

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2010/10/06/1543/quarter-down/ (2016-04-26)
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  • “fui solo una ilusión, tan solo una ilusión y nada mas.” – Heart-Strutter.org
    Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal fui solo una ilusión tan solo una ilusión y nada mas Lately I feel like I ve been consuming so much information that all I can do is regurgitate it without so much as an original thought I just reread my NaBloPoMo April Letters category in which I blogged a letter to someone something everyday There was a lot of original emotion and a chronicling of what I did with my day I think Twitter broke my blogging cycle Rather than sticking to expressing the few emotions I have on a day to day basis I have begun to capture simply the actions and minute thoughts of the day on Twitter Not that I m blaming Twitter by any means Three and a half years and going strong Speaking of time 2 5 years and still it bothers me The hypothetical love letter I feel like I have lost the ability to think in emotion and instead I ve been thinking in actions I ve always had a problem channeling my emotions but looking at my recent posts they re all unrelated to me Heart strutter org is supposed to be about those emotions that I cannot express verbally or physically to you Please just never forget that I love you I feel as though I ve been broken up with but that s just not what happened There is this very apparent disconnect right now Let me get

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