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  • Following in my mother’s footsteps – Heart-Strutter.org
    Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Following in my mother s footsteps My mother likes to tell stories she has a really great memory and talks about the past like it were yesterday One particular story she s shared a few times explains her passion for shoes Before she came to America my family lived in Guatemala that s in Central America folks and so my mother attended elementary and middle school there One particular day she couldn t find her pair of shoes or found only one something like that Education is a privilege in these parts and so school was not to be missed my mother also only owned one pair of shoes back then So unable to find her shoes my grandmother made my mother walk to school without shoes The streets over there at least then and in the small village my mom lived were not paved to the extent streets in America are and in fact are made of rocks Embarrassed by this moment in her life my mom jokes that to ensure she is never without shoes again she must continually buy shoes Haha While I don t buy that reason the story remains in my memory always and suddenly I am taking after my mother with my passion for shoes In my little heart I have a soft spot for Noir Victorian lace booties oxfords etc and maybe you can tell a little from some of my current shoe lusts but NUDE and COGNAC colors are definitely infiltrating my dreams I noticed a lot of my wardrobe consists of jewel tone colors and I associate that with a child s wardrobe NUDE WHITE HEATHER GREY BLUSH PINK these are all colors I associate with chic women And so the goal now is to slowly donate or otherwise gift a lot of the clothes I currently own to make room for a new kind of wardrobe If I had all the money in the world I d get myself some o these Jeffrey Campbell Charli Platform Clog Sam Edelman Zoe Wedge Bootie Aldo Nold Wedge bootie Aldo Mignogna Wedge Heel Aldo Narain Oxford High Heel Bootie Aldo Destime Platform Heel Miu Miu White Round Toe Lattice Pumps Topshop Super High Platform shoe circa 2007 I d die to get a hold of these Finsk Suede Wedge Posted on July 8 2010 July 8 2010 Author Brigitte Categories Life Tags designer fashion images lust shoes 4 thoughts on Following in my mother s footsteps Thao says July 12 2010 at 9 40 pm That s a pretty interesting family story and most definitely a good reason to buy more shoes I love the Aldo Destime Platform Heel and the Aldo Narain Oxford High Heel Bootie

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  • An ihren Liebesbriefen ist Parfüm. – Heart-Strutter.org
    The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal An ihren Liebesbriefen ist Parfüm Wrote this on 4 27 I could have sworn I published it but I guess it stayed a draft More emo bullshit what a surprise I m really tired of not caring and I m also really tired of caring at the same fucking time Maybe I m doing all this stupid shit because I want someone else to do the caring But if people found out they d be pissed you know better why are you causing problems etc I don t want attention no just CARE Everyone else is always up to something Good or bad I m up to nothing I have no successes nothing to talk about no excitement So I need to start living for something to do I can t stand life as it is now Whatever favors I can do for others I ll try because it gives me something to do So much for altruism But the fact is that despite being self motivated doing favors for others brings me no increased joy no increased fulfillment of any sort And so why perform these actions The actions are for the greater utility with my time someone else s happiness etc It is absolutely getting harder to fake emotions I have very little emotion to show I m still empathetic but me showing emotion requires too much energy and strength I mean yay glad you were able to do such and such and hope you re successful at x and y but must I really say it Must I really

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2010/06/02/1340/an-ihren-liebesbriefen-ist-parfum/ (2016-04-26)
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  • YUM. – Heart-Strutter.org
    150 Movies in 2008 150 Movies in 2009 150 Movies in 2010 150 Movies in 2011 Contact Form Favorite Movies Favorite Quotes Movies Night Diving Ryan s 101 goals in 1001 days Search for Subscribe to Blog via Email Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email Email Address Random Posts This is my life Olivia Palermo and Johannes Huebl Windows Defender Won t Turn On All but once June 2010 S M T W T F S May Jul 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal YUM YSL Arty Oval Ring 195 sold out wish I could find

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2010/06/04/1377/yum/ (2016-04-26)
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  • BPD – Heart-Strutter.org
    Days 150 Movies in 2007 150 Movies in 2008 150 Movies in 2009 150 Movies in 2010 150 Movies in 2011 Contact Form Favorite Movies Favorite Quotes Movies Night Diving Ryan s 101 goals in 1001 days Search for Subscribe to Blog via Email Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email Email Address Random Posts At those moments we felt we were madly in love but by the next morning it was all forgotten Septiembre Randomosity Nordstrom Anniversary Sale Bright orange burn baby June 2010 S M T W T F S May Jul 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal BPD It s finals week I have finished one final still have one more to go on Thursday and three essays FML Seriously I have very little motivation to do anything The word motivation itself reminds me of Philosophy the final I just finished about an hour ago Oh I feel a tummyache from eating too much too fast I literally just ate a whole plate of Indian food it was super yummy but I have a feeling I will not be eating anything else for the remainder of the day It s Spring Summer sale season

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2010/06/07/1382/bpd/ (2016-04-26)
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  • 4 Years – Heart-Strutter.org
    and then I can safely proceed to the next one in line Except that I didn t read the novel for the essay prompt in question Ahhh Yeah I ll manage somehow At this point I m even debating whether I really need two minors to graduate I sort of just want to graduate already I m so so soooo sick of school It s the furthest thing from my mind most days I mean all my assignments get done but this quarter if I didn t need to attend a class I didn t Which is really bad of course I think I m only REALLY lucky that most of the assignments for my courses were essays And everyone knows that is my strong point Though that s hardly indicative given my poor writing style on my blog Gotta be casual somewhere right Anyway yeah lots of As and Bs on my assignments this quarter Nothing below not to my knowledge So that s good stuff Hurrah A few essays stand in my way of finishing this forsaken quarter The tough part is that I get a week off and then summer school BLAH All for the sake of graduating early I need to remember that There is still the question as to what I am going to do after I graduate My mother has already expressed the uselessness of my degree yet claims people are always hiring Oh how conflicted I am I know the road to great things lies in graduate school But how I REALLY REALLY REALLY don t want to go Somewhere along the way I realized school is just one really long stepping stone And I m not very patient And I always need to experience new things get out of my comfort zone For so long school has been that comfort zone where we students don t have to face real life yet I m BEYOND scared of meeting REAL LIFE where the competition is TOUGH but I am also just so ready to get there already remember very little patience Why is it so much faster to crank out 500 words or personal blabber as opposed to an essay I mean if I had written one of my essays this fast that would have been HEAVEN two of them have to be 900 words each All these restrictions cramp my style I mean the essay is going to be longer than 900 words but still I ve got some serious issues underway BPD possibly It s my new disorder of choice And some form of compulsion I need to get my life back together Without the assistance of a professional What occurred to me at dinner last night was that I keep hanging out with really cool people but that I have very little in common with I don t know if that means that I am not cool myself or what but ugh I ran into a friend that I hadn

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2010/06/09/1388/4-years/ (2016-04-26)
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  • Resolution and Smiles – Heart-Strutter.org
    W T F S May Jul 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 Culinary Local Milk Oh My Veggies Oh She Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Resolution and Smiles How funny that a simple change in atmosphere makes me so much more at ease I love this feeling and for over three months I have not felt such comfort Yes I m feeling an overwhelming amount of appreciation and love and friendship that the people I m currently hanging out with would probably just laugh at how much I cherish them at this very moment For THREE months I have not felt any comfort no desire to talk or socialize Not a day goes by that someone doesn t mention my beautiful white Michael Kors watch And that makes me feel like my purchase is completely warranted and a total staple item in my wardrobe I mean it s been converted into my everyday watch that s for sure At some point I ll need to switch it up though so that this watch doesn t ever get old in my or anyone else s eyes Resolution Visit Brian in Kyoto Japan next year Definitely this will require a biiig savings but I can do it If I resolve to go sometime in early 2011 I think it s definitely manageable

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2010/06/11/1390/resolution-and-smiles/ (2016-04-26)
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  • Cut, Squeeze, Pour. – Heart-Strutter.org
    Glows The Chalkboard Two Peas Their Pod Fashion Style Camellia Fiber Co Capture the Castle Cognitive Buyers Fried Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal Cut Squeeze Pour Lemon Detox Diet I don t want to commit to a strict length of time for this detox but I m thinking somewhere between 5 and 7 days I don t think 10 days ventures into healthy territory for me I m only 21 don t think I need that much of a cleanse Day 1 Monday Really hard I was craving everything under the sun Healthy Breakfast 4 cups Day 2 Still pretty hard No longer craving as many things but some mild stomach discomfort set in 8 cups Day 3 Woke up with a lot of energy and earlier than usual One of the reasons for getting on this detox is because I was still feeling tired after sleeping 10 hours and just sluggish all day The day went pretty well Accompanied friends to go get pho and I resisted though there was some mild boredom and it felt easier to just go out and eat Late at night I was starting to feel hunger pangs so I drank a few more sips of lemonade and went to bed at around midnight 6 cups Day 4 Woke up reluctantly to write an essay but again full of energy Not so many cravings anymore but any food seems sufficient to fulfill the hunger void Though I shouldn t be hungry I should keep making more lemonade but I have only a short break between classes

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  • A Deep Breath of Ocean Water – Heart-Strutter.org
    Rice Connoisseur Note To Self The Epitome of Quiet The Line The Nife En L Air The Simply Luxurious Life To Universe with Love Friends Elizabeth Heather Jared Ketta Lorik Soo Soo Misc Reads Cereal Magazine Matador Network The Believer Logger Undone Journal A Deep Breath of Ocean Water Bob What do you do Charlotte I m not sure yet actually I just graduated last spring Bob What did you study Charlotte Philosophy Bob Yeah there s a good buck in that racket Charlotte Well so far it s pro bono Oh you know I m graduating with a philosophy degree end of this calendar year and I don t know what I m going to do Leave it to a great movie to express my fears with such simplicity Law school I m looking at you Totally never in my plan not even a passion of mine it s what most Philosophy majors do and hence seems the LOGICAL thing to do harharhar Yeah logic That s philosophy alright Can someone give me a hobby I m at my wit s end I can t figure out what to do with my life with myself with anything It s 10pm and I watched a movie today ate one meal went to both my classes cleaned my room ran some errands so that I could organize my room and slept Maybe that s a well rounded day for some people but I m bored to tears It s not even about being alone anymore No one shares similar interests with me and that s fine it doesn t matter anymore I just wish I had more interests period Maybe then I d be able to occupy my time with something more meaningful I did the Lemon Detox for five days

    Original URL path: http://heart-strutter.org/2010/05/10/1349/a-deep-breath-of-ocean-water/ (2016-04-26)
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